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[02 Feb 2005|01:24am]

I am very happy in my relationship with my girlfriend. but for god's sake, please dont fuck us, we'll take care of that ourselves.

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[29 Dec 2004|04:45pm]


So the girl of one of my best male friends has decided I am attacking their happiness and am personally out to get her because my friend and I hug to much? And because he kissed me on the cheek?

So apparently I don’t want him to be happy. And this is all my fault and I need to back down and no longer go near him, of course. I mean, it’s all my fault that her boyfriend kissed me on the cheek, and that we hug, because it’s not like we’ve been hugging since he was nine or anything, and we asked her if it was going to be a problem for her in the beginning of their relationship and she said no.

And because I don’t see why I should stop hugging one of y best friends, of course it’s ok that her best friend harasses me online and spreads rumors about me behind my back.

Am I crazy, or this messed up?

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[29 Nov 2004|10:11am]

So I've learnt now, how those out there acquire their hearts desire
They don't quit - Don't hold back - Follow their hearts every beat

How do I live, when the fear of falling is so deep?
How do I pretend I wanna move on, when I feel it's meant to be?
Why did I stay for so long, only to now .. be able to leave?
Why have I lived my life so far - forgiving all your sins?

I'm back. Back I'm better.
Seeing. I'm being - the girl you now wished you had.
Listening. I'm remembering all your stupid shit I lived with.
Living, I'm dreaming it gets better in time.

Dreaming. Hoping.
I'm soaring far above your house of lies.
I'm devoting my heart to be free.

Loving, I'm commiting ...
To the newly renovated me ...

[04 Nov 2004|04:38pm]

You know what, fuck unhappy couples, because they are just as annoying as happy couples. The happy couples are just so... happy, that it's like they're rubbing it in your face, whether they are or not, but the unhappy couples spend their time complaining to you about how sucky their relationship is. If you aren't happy, and there is no chance at a happy future, then fucking end it and stop whining.
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[09 Oct 2004|09:08pm]

[ mood | What??? ]

Happy couples are poop yah?

No, yes they are bitch.

Hahahahahah...oh, that's humourous!

<3...fuck fukhappycouples (expect not)!

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[08 Oct 2004|04:22pm]

whats wrong with this community??

hi i'm alicia and i was hoping someone could give me some advice [27 Jul 2004|04:24pm]

[ mood | aggravated ]

yeah ,i have a ex boyfriend truble and well i thought this might be a good place to go with it. so anyways my problem, well about a year ago me and my bf broke up and we stayed close ever since, and when i say close i mean CLOSE.like we still chill and love eachother very much and fool around alot and just it's like we are dating only not. and he has all my friends on his buddy list and well latly he has started talking to my friend tasha and they hit it off really well, but im bi and tasha was the girl i had a crush on and i have wanted to date her for a while but she had a bf so i had to settle for best friend but now her and her bf broke up and she has a new bf but he'll be gone in 3 weeks b\c he has to go to collage. so it will leave it open for my ex(jon) and so i dont know what to do b\c im totally jelouse, here is the guy im inlove with and have been for a long time and will be for a long time to come wanting the girl i am inlove with!! and i want to be supportive and stuff for them b\c i love them both so much, but it feels like im being left behind. they are so wounderful together and it's just not fair! so i dont know what to do b\c i dont want to tell them they cant date b\c it will kill me, but i cant stand the thought of them together. so yeah if anyone has any ideas or anything note me back. thanks!


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Heart Break Hotel [22 Jul 2004|12:02pm]

[ mood | disappointed ]

Yeah yeah yeah another victim... My heart broken, sleepless night, wondering why? she left me and i had no clue it was coming. We were happy i just feel so down so depressed, i need sleep cuz i work and have other stuff to do But i cant cuz all i do is think of her. Its been only 3 days since the break up, they say it takes months and maybe even more... But i look back at the other break up with my other gfs i cant remember them hopefully in the long run i don't remember this one. im 26 and they say the older you get the harder they are to get over. What if im like 30 and i get a stroke? is love worth it, should i stop looking for a girl? should i just enjoy life with out a partner? comments are welcomed! Should i jump of a bridge? nah... Im sure theres hundreds of poon out there right guys? just have to find one that will love me back cuz i am 8 inches long jk im just trying to make this funny and not all depressing. Well back to whatever i was doing and write to me my communiters!

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[21 Jun 2004|02:40pm]

"Three months all lead down to one hour."

Brandon said that an hour before he had to go. He came to visit me for a short two minutes before his parents honked at him. He flew to oahu today. damn it. DAMN IT ALL!!!

and I can't be there for him during his surgery 'cause I'll be in the fucking peach state.

Wow this sounds like an overly creative teen movie plot. Heh.
Brandy you stupid girl.
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[16 Jun 2004|04:26pm]

[ mood | envious ]

FUCK happy couples. and fuck me for never being lucky when it comes to love.

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X- posted [14 Jun 2004|11:24am]

[ mood | crushed ]

Hey, I just joined this community because about a week ago my fiance that I had been with for 2 years decided to break up with me... I need some support... I'm depressed...i need friends...

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[10 Jun 2004|01:16am]

[ mood | crappy ]

Fuck happy couples. Fuck happiness. It is not even real. You have happiness, but then it is just ripped out from under you, and you are left there on your ass.
I HATE happy couples. The annoy me so fucking much!

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[22 May 2004|12:17pm]

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person - no different from any other stupid person - wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
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[19 May 2004|05:48am]

"No-one's a virgin,
cuz life screws everyone."
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[12 May 2004|10:35pm]


[10 May 2004|10:56pm]


Don't get involved in high school realtionships, not only do they never work out, there's no need to be settling down when you're still in high school.

[03 May 2004|09:59pm]

[ mood | crappy ]

i wish i could go back in time and change so many things...
i wish i could do so many things...
if i could do that and come back...
would i even be happy?
fuck i hope so...

i ruin everything... and that sucks!

fuck, i wish i could spell

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[03 May 2004|07:12pm]

fuck happy couples indeed.
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fuck happy couples? [28 Apr 2004|02:07pm]

It's funny to think that there is the slightest possibility, that you could have complete happiness with a person.

I'm lucky enough to have experienced that feeling but it all washes away in a second when I remember that I'm leaving. I have no choice but to lose any happiness gained, as I do every fucking two years anyway. Just thinking about it turns my stomach in a nervous, frightened way.

*big fat fucking sigh*
is there any chance????



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